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Yeah it's been a long time since I have posted at this rate I'll have 11 by the end of the year, I guess. Well I have been going through a lot, both physically and mentally, so my focus has been there. I had pain in my hip joints from overdoing it and what I found out is a congenital defect in my hip bone and had to take a step down from my excercise. Needless to say that really upset me and I am supposed to be doing physical therapy, but I can't even afford that right now and let me tell you why. I had my first true migraine about two weeks ago and it scared me so bad with that I went to the Dr.'s. After an expensive CT Scan, that I had to paid for, and several Dr.'s appointments I found out that I need glasses and that I was in a severe depression. I have gone to the and gotten some of what I like to call "it's alright" medicine, so we'll see how I do. I feel like I'm getting back to myself and that's good. I started back excercising after taking a week and a half off and it feels great. I think excercise is good for my soul and it made me sadder when I could muster the energy to do it. So that's why I haven't blogged. I try to do more as I think it's good for me. I did lose weight, but I wouldn't recommend it.