Can't shake my style!!!

Well everything is going fine with me. I'll be going back to the Dr. tomorrow and I don't really expect any resolution to my problem. Today during my walk I decided to be thankful for what I have and not worry so much about what could be wrong to me. Even if something is really wrong with me I want to be happy today, and not worry about what could be coming tomorrow. So on that note I want to talk about finding a new job. I have discovered that I truly work in the "Hell Mouth" (been watching alot of Buffy lately), so anyway I want to find something fulfilling to do, so I have been looking for something that would let me do that. My current job is soul sucking and I just don't want to do it anymore. So I will continue with my weight loss journey and even though I gained a little this week that may be a good thing. When I was depressed I didn't want to eat, but I am getting my appetite back so I'll take this weight gain. Did good on my excercise this week and I'll probably skip tomorrow since I'll be walking on saturday for the official ribbon cutting for my favorite new trail. I love walking and I'm thinking about getting ready for a 5k next month. Well until later. Me.

Soooooooo!

Yeah it's been a long time since I have posted at this rate I'll have 11 by the end of the year, I guess. Well I have been going through a lot, both physically and mentally, so my focus has been there. I had pain in my hip joints from overdoing it and what I found out is a congenital defect in my hip bone and had to take a step down from my excercise. Needless to say that really upset me and I am supposed to be doing physical therapy, but I can't even afford that right now and let me tell you why. I had my first true migraine about two weeks ago and it scared me so bad with that I went to the Dr.'s. After an expensive CT Scan, that I had to paid for, and several Dr.'s appointments I found out that I need glasses and that I was in a severe depression. I have gone to the and gotten some of what I like to call "it's alright" medicine, so we'll see how I do. I feel like I'm getting back to myself and that's good. I started back excercising after taking a week and a half off and it feels great. I think excercise is good for my soul and it made me sadder when I could muster the energy to do it. So that's why I haven't blogged. I try to do more as I think it's good for me. I did lose weight, but I wouldn't recommend it.